life with a dog in a room awaits.life with fragments deposited across time and space
life without trust in familiar institution
a place surrounded by wide open spaces, lots of kids in the neighborhood and less traffic.
a place connected to the past by images, witnesses and a new generation growing up.
the silence grew in the first week.
i got to eat a lot.
it took time to know i had dug myself out of another hole;even made a decision, and sold a part of my past.
now i feel nothing
now i have nothing more than what I did not leave behind
now i have finally completed what took two years to stem in terms of sad stuff. now is zero. now is when i am sure that i am definitely not the person i imagined i would be as a kid.
i do not see anything but through what we uphold over time.
i see what it takes to get this far. as life, as people, as society, civilization as well as the fact that no person is completely absolute.
