A Prayer For New Beginnings

Today is zero.

Today the rest of my life begins.

Let me face the days with hope.

I must be all that I can be.

I must leave all that I have been.

This is right in a ‘new start’

Especially when the road behind becomes a wall.

Any step now I might fall.

Within me I must not hurt so much that

I withdraw from participating in life.

[Personal Note to Readers: I already know the limits of my mind, body and soul until this point in life. This predicament cannot change at any point in my life.All I shall have is all that went by me before; my past. It did create me and contains my growth but my past does not stop me from facing future-forwards.

It is my duty to absorb as much ability as I can so that it increases my definition of myself according to my past like a hungry vacuum cleaner draws in all to feed its hungry bag of past debris, literally.]

Bad times won’t last if I can last longer.

I want to see the end of my life.

I want to see how I made out in the end.

I must be there to witness my own scorecard
at the end of this life.

I want to make it a good one since today
I am making an appointment with myself at the end of my life
(and it doesn’t have to be in a restaurant).